Long time no post

Im sorry its taken me so long to write a post. I have been so extremely busy lately, its hard to find a little bit of time to sit down and just type! Im going to start off with talking about the party last night! I had a blast! It was awesome! Lots of people came, no police showed up, and I made it to work on time today! It was a successful party! The next thing I am going to address today is a music video I came across today! Its defiantly something else!

See what I mean! I just though that was something the NEEDED to be shared with you! 

Really? Only me!

     $3.03 a gallon for gas, oh wait $3.19 Just Kidding! That is what happened to me this morning! I went to go buy some butter so RJ could make us some breakfast. I passed the gas station and it was $3.03 and I thought to my self, I better get gas now. Then I decided to bring the butter to RJ first and then go back to get gas, so he could make breakfast. I dropped off the butter and went back for gas.. THE PRICE WENT UP 16 CENTS! I was not happy to see that AT ALL! 

     I want to contribute this post to one of my close friends Becca! She is one of the subway girls I will refer to in may upcoming post! Becca had he car stollen yesterday. Yes, in Springfield, MO people actually steal Ford Tarsuses. I feel for you Becca, and like I said, I'm here if you ever need a ride! :D Her car was stollen yesterday and this girl still went out with us last night and enjoyed herself! 

     Tomorrow is my last day of classes for the week. Thursday and Friday are Fall Break days! Then on Saturday we are celebrating Rj and Star's 21 Birthdays!! Its going to be a time I won't forget! I'm going to be the DD. Well Its getting late, and I still have a couple of quizzes to take. 

Still silence

Well I didn't have school today so I got to sleep in. I was waiting for a good morning text and never got one. I have been texting him first everyday so I wanted to see if he would text me. Well still no text and it's almost 5. Maybe I worry about things too much. :/

Not a Great Start to My Morning

     So I woke up this morning to see that my phone was not functioning. I tried to send a text and it wouldn't send. I tried to make a call and I was just transfers to Verizon. I was not happy. My mother had forgotten to pay the phone bill yesterday. She was already at work by this time so I couldn't call her and ask her to pay the bill, and god knows I can't go a day without my phone! I got connected with Verizon and just paid the bill so I could have my phone! 

     Today is grocery day! I am about to go to Walmart and get some groceries and snacks for the party I'm going to on Saturday! I get to see Ashely and Caleb so I'm pretty ecstatic about it! :D I have to work tonight, but its only form 5 - 10. So I'm not too upset about it, plus I don't have class tomorrow! I hope I find something to do tonight! I want to enjoy myself, for the little time I get to! 

I can't read you..

     Lunch with the family went pretty good! We went shopping at PFI. Mom and Dad were fight, as usual. Dad was making up countless lies over little silly things. For example, he almost miss multiple turns on the trip there. His excuses were he didn't think the other cars would stop and well I guess I can take that way. It was uncalled for.
     Well with my day off, I tried to enjoy myself! I did have coffee plans today, but things came up were he had to go into work. That was fine, I can relate to that. The thing I am stressing about is if I should try and move on. This boy is a hard book to reveal. I can't read whether or not I should try and move things forward or just back off and give him some space. I know that if I really like this boy I should just go all out and go after it! There is a little bump in the road and I'm trying to see if i should steer around it or just turn around. I hope I get to see him soon! I want things to work out..

Please Don't Rain on my Parade!

     I had such a great day yesterday! It was for sure a very full cup! After my date, I got to see an old friend! I haven't seen them in quite a while! We went to the boys house and hung out for a little bit. We decided to go to the hookah bar. It was such a blast! Then I had to go to work. Well after working until 6 A.M. last night, I just woke up! Today is going to be interesting day. . My parents are coming to see me :s They are going to take me to lunch. I hope things go okay. My parents take great care of me! Yes, I do love them. The only bump is the gay situation. They know, but don't bring it up and like to talk about it. My mom really HATES it. Every now and then she will mention something about it. . If I could have one thing, it would be her acceptance. My father is a lot more accepting. That really means a lot! So mom, If you are reading this, I love you! 

     I am going to share a problem with you today. I have an addiction. Its not cigarettes. Its not alcohol. It could possible be shopping for clothes though. This past week I have spent a total of over $300 on clothes. My reasoning behind this spending is that all of the stores had 50% off almost everything, due to end of the season. You can't just pass up $6 Hollister shirts or $7 American Eagle shorts. You don't come across prices like that.. EVER! When I get stressed out, I just like to go to the mall, try on clothes, and buy them! It just clears my mind ad puts me in a great mood! I know its a problem. Any suggestions for a better thing to do when I get stressed. It would be greatly appreciated!

     Well I am going to sign off and I'll make a post after lunch.. I don't have any plans today and it is my day off. Im just going to make the best of my day and live life with my cup half full! 

After the Fact!

     Well I just got done with my date and I hope it went okay. Well I have to start out with saying he greeted me with a Starbuck Frappuccino!  My favorite! We sat down and talked for a little bit before we went out to eat! We seem like we could have a lot in common! :D Then we went out to eat. We decided to go to Zio's instead! I LOVE Zio's! It seemed like we had a good time. Yes, it was a bit awkward, but what more can you expect on a first date! I decided to pay for us! It just seems like a must, but he wanted to pay! So its not a gold digger, like everyone else seems like. He came back to my apartment and we talked for a little bit more. I really hope things work out. There could be someone else competing but I know that I have a chance and If I try hard enough I can call him my own! We are going to hang out again tomorrow and maybe go and get drinks! :D It should be fun!
     Some of us think holding on makes us strong; 
     But sometimes it is letting go.

Im off to bed for a nap. I have to work at midnight and don't get of until 6 A.M. Blah! 

My life, Todays Perspective!

     Well here goes the first try! I am starting this blog because I like to vent things about my life and share how messed up this are! I would post on Facebook, but it just seems like this is more appropriate. I am an 18 year old, gay guy! This is where my messed up life starts! Living your life as a homosexual isn't the easiest thing! I do have some amazing friends that help me make it threw tho! Without them I don't know where I would be today. Thanks Tyler, Andrew, Travis, RJ, Coltan, Tyler! My best friend Whitney helped me make it all the way threw high school! And we still talked everyday to this day! I love you Whitney!
    Today is one of those day I wish Whitney live in Springfield. Whitney moved to Warrensburg for college. Its been a hardship on my life, but Skype has made it much easier on me! (eagle.billy) Tonight I have a date with a boyI really like! If Whitney was here, I can just picture her in my bathroom with me helping me get ready, telling me the do's and do not's of dating! I haven't like someone in quite a while. My next post is going to be about my crazy ex! I have a lot to talk about that! Anyways, I am really nervous about dinner tonight. This boy seems like the closest thing to perfection I have seen in a while. He is 18 years old. That is a first for me, seeing I have only dated older guys. He as blonde hair, Which I love! But it's much more than just looks. I haven't really been treat good by any guys. This guy is one of the sweetest people I have talked to! He sends me the sweetest text that just make me feel warm inside! We haven't known each other for too long though, so were not going to rush into things. I look forward to getting to know him! We are going to eat at a place called "The Pasta House" I haven't ever eaten here before so its going to be something new! I love Italian food! :D Here is something I am worried about. The Bill.. Should I pay? Should I let him pay? He asked me to go eat with him, but I hate when people pay for me. I love to take people out to eat. Comment and help me out here!
     Well thats what my trouble for the day is. I hope that today ends up being a half full kind of day. I'm sure something will try and screw that up, but I'll make my way around it! Thanks for reading my blog and I will make another post tomorrow. There is a like at the top to sign up for email notifications of when I make a new post! Thanks everyone!