My life, Todays Perspective!

     Well here goes the first try! I am starting this blog because I like to vent things about my life and share how messed up this are! I would post on Facebook, but it just seems like this is more appropriate. I am an 18 year old, gay guy! This is where my messed up life starts! Living your life as a homosexual isn't the easiest thing! I do have some amazing friends that help me make it threw tho! Without them I don't know where I would be today. Thanks Tyler, Andrew, Travis, RJ, Coltan, Tyler! My best friend Whitney helped me make it all the way threw high school! And we still talked everyday to this day! I love you Whitney!
    Today is one of those day I wish Whitney live in Springfield. Whitney moved to Warrensburg for college. Its been a hardship on my life, but Skype has made it much easier on me! (eagle.billy) Tonight I have a date with a boyI really like! If Whitney was here, I can just picture her in my bathroom with me helping me get ready, telling me the do's and do not's of dating! I haven't like someone in quite a while. My next post is going to be about my crazy ex! I have a lot to talk about that! Anyways, I am really nervous about dinner tonight. This boy seems like the closest thing to perfection I have seen in a while. He is 18 years old. That is a first for me, seeing I have only dated older guys. He as blonde hair, Which I love! But it's much more than just looks. I haven't really been treat good by any guys. This guy is one of the sweetest people I have talked to! He sends me the sweetest text that just make me feel warm inside! We haven't known each other for too long though, so were not going to rush into things. I look forward to getting to know him! We are going to eat at a place called "The Pasta House" I haven't ever eaten here before so its going to be something new! I love Italian food! :D Here is something I am worried about. The Bill.. Should I pay? Should I let him pay? He asked me to go eat with him, but I hate when people pay for me. I love to take people out to eat. Comment and help me out here!
     Well thats what my trouble for the day is. I hope that today ends up being a half full kind of day. I'm sure something will try and screw that up, but I'll make my way around it! Thanks for reading my blog and I will make another post tomorrow. There is a like at the top to sign up for email notifications of when I make a new post! Thanks everyone!